Late, as usual...
I can not begin to
Describe the emotions
That you put my mind
And body through. A
Whirlwind of anger
Followed by the
Distressing moments of
Questioning your loyalty
To me and my life.
The bitter blasts of
Icy air rip my body
Apart, or seem to.
Skies of grey reflect
The anguish I feel
Every time I look
For you, and you
Are not there.
The sun eclipses my
Love for you as quickly
As you made me. Then
Suddenly, there you
Are, coming around the
Corner in that Minivan.
If only you had been
Here sooner, I might
Still be able to feel
My toes.
Arraign
O Diluted destruction of dominant minds.
How strong a single pellet
on the scale of life can be.
Tipping the blind scales of sanity in
either direction is simple.
A contemplation of sincerest selfloathing
endears the heart with thoughts of
things lost.
The beautiful wildflower in a meadow of
monotonous marigolds slips through your
fingers as easily as sleep overcomes
the tired...
...as life is stolen
in the blink of a blade...
...as meaning is lost
in the poetic lines of a masterpiece...
And you are left, longing for the
scent of the rare flower.
Yearning for the entrancing sight, for
the inspiring presenc
Fog. No, there's nothing special about it. It's just fog. One minute that car out there is in plain sight, and the next it just looks like fog. The same thing with that lamppost. I can see the light bulb right now, but give it thirty seconds and it's just going to be a sphere of orange glow. It's the same thing every night.
That's just how it is here. It's always foggy at night. All day it's clear, the sun shining it's scorching rays. The clouds staying up in the sky where they belong, not among the cars and the streetlights. The birds flying in the sky, looping and diving and singing. And the people around here go to work, go to
Something is worthy
of this tattered shell.
What is it?
I can't decide.
Maybe a world of rainbows.
Or a sea of dreams.
Or a bottle of spirits.
Or a box of juke.
Nothing is still.
Everything is vibrating
as if it's own energy will
never be depleted.
Why is it that I've never
managed to see the sky?
My head is focused on
the ground that seems all
too important.
When you are suffering,
I will be there to
comfort you.
In this state of mine.
I can't help but smile
At the happiness around me.
Everyone is charging haphazardly
Into a world of pure unknown.
And still I smile.
Some will be lost in the
Wake of time and thought,
Only to resurface in the
Future at a random place
At a random moment
As your brain aches
To try and remember their name.
But now.
The simple emotion of love
Makes me smile.
Someone's love sits in a lake,
Back breaking and hand callusing
In the burning sun of summer.
And they are missed.
By more than one.
And I smile.
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So here we go.
So I got a promotion at work. The fuck-ass finally did one too many stupid things and got himself fired. I'm going to be making more for being the proud owner of a set of shop keys. Proud? Not really. I'm just glad I'm going to be making more cash. Maybe I can start squirreling away again.
But here's the deal. I feel terrible about what I've done to all of you. The whole dropping off the face of the Earth thing. I'm just now starting to understand that I've been out-of-touch for nearly a fucking year. I don't have anyones phone number anymore, and I don't have a cell... So here's my shop's number 546-3456. Here's